Well I'm at the casino. God, I love beautiful women. I wish I knew what you had to do to get one. I'm kind of drowning in female beauty here...all these hot chicks dressed in nightclub outfits.
Sigh. At the same time, it reminds me: I am destined to die alone. I am the loneliest person in the goddamn world. I go out in crowds and I shrink from interacting with people because I am so intimidated, both by the men and the women.
But especially the women, the beautiful, beautiful women. How did a woman like the Swan ever notice I was even alive?
It's not all bad. I won $200 playing slots. I just went up, fed in a $5 bill, pressed a button, and boom: $200 richer. I immediately cashed out and walked away.
Yeah, nice, but I need that kind of luck in real life, not in a casino. I need it with women; I need it with my job. Sigh...maybe tomorrow...
Or maybe never.
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