Thursday, May 26, 2011

Catching up, etc.

Yesterday's workout log —

50 X 2 crunches

20 X 2 push-ups
20 minutes of running

30 minutes on the elliptical.

Not bad, huh? Unfortunately, today was pretty bad. Workout log for today was:

50 X 1 crunches.

I got home late and was really tired, and my shin hurts from running yesterday. God, I hope it's not another damn shin splint. If it is, I will totally want to kill myself. I get extremely depressed when I can't workout — maybe it's withdrawal from the endorphin high? I don't know. Anyways, I felt really bad tonight and had several shots of vodka. Alcohol is the only thing that helps me endure the pain of my life. God, I hate myself so very, very much. 


I didn't do any work on the novel today, either. I'm too tired and stressed. God, I hope tomorrow is better. My life seems so empty right now. I am going to eat supper and go to bed... :(

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